Okay, so I never really thought I was perfect, but I was starting to feel like I was getting pretty good at this Christian thing.
Then, this morning, a person who shall remain nameless, but I highly doubt any of you have ever heard of, came up in conversation.
I despise this person. Just hearing her name puts me in a bad mood, and it is a fairly common name.
...
That isn't really where I think I should be.
So, I'm going to try to include this person in my prayers, and not in the 'change this person' kind of way, but praying for what is best for them.
I think I could really use some intercession on this one guys and gals. See those points of ellipses up there? Those are in place of all the despicable things I wanted to say. This isn't just a 'me and so and so have issues', this is a 'I've got a real problem in my soul' kind of thing.
I say this from the cerebral side of my being, as my feelings are, even now, trying to justify or minimize my flaws. If you'd pray for the softening of my heart, especially in this respect, I'd appreciate it.
Then, this morning, a person who shall remain nameless, but I highly doubt any of you have ever heard of, came up in conversation.
I despise this person. Just hearing her name puts me in a bad mood, and it is a fairly common name.
...
That isn't really where I think I should be.
So, I'm going to try to include this person in my prayers, and not in the 'change this person' kind of way, but praying for what is best for them.
I think I could really use some intercession on this one guys and gals. See those points of ellipses up there? Those are in place of all the despicable things I wanted to say. This isn't just a 'me and so and so have issues', this is a 'I've got a real problem in my soul' kind of thing.
I say this from the cerebral side of my being, as my feelings are, even now, trying to justify or minimize my flaws. If you'd pray for the softening of my heart, especially in this respect, I'd appreciate it.